baby, baby. i love you.

2009-12-23T00:46:00.002+08:00

Thats it.
No more me and you.
Im sick and tired of you.
Goodbye.
Zhiela&Lolly

2009-12-22T00:37:00.002+08:00

Hey apple pies.

Currently at shasha cribs. i'll be sleeping over here again. Haha. For fun ajer.

Today, i had a great time with ppl ard me who is bbylove, Shasha, hasnim, fazlina and jalil. Its a last minute plan though we had fun. Me and shasha went to fazlina hse to karaoke. Its been a long time we have not been dg this plans. Then, later on at night.. jalil was playing L4D2 at laptop. Then i say lah, why dont we go ten mile and play L4d2 together. So yahh, everyone was following the flow.. Things turn out to be fun and its like couples day out gtu. Haaha. Then after playing all this. We went to Ecarbumbum voiddeck and chills there. Except for bbylove, he went back camp. Its been a long time seen we last met siols. Luper nak amek gmbr ngan kau plak. hehe. Then, cukop time alek ah. It was drizzling but kinda heavy type like that. Me, shasha and hasnim just walk mandi hujan. hehe. So now here i am. Fucking sleepy.

Bbylove, Patience is the key okay syg? Dont worry everything is gonna be alright.

Okaylah, thats all for tonight. So sleepy to elaborate more.

Goodnights.

Zhiela&Lolly

2009-12-21T07:17:00.002+08:00

Rise and shine ppl.
I just reach home an hour ago. Wont be sleeping today, bcos later on going to shasha house to chills there. Bcos my dad thought im still working. Padahal tak. My eyes are half open by the time i finish updating. Hmn. I was from bbylove cribs just now. I spent the whole midnight till morning when ppl start to go out for work. Well, i reached home around 615am. Just only. Before that me and bbylove went to alameen to have our supper. Etiqa and Din tag along too. But they only drink water only. hmn.

Just now evening, i spent my time with Etiqa. At town. Mampos, bynk lah sgt philipss at there. Kecoh siols. Then we took pictures with santa girls. Which there's part funny giler. Im waiting for etiqa to upload the pichas at FB. So next time, i post it here or just look out for yourself at FB. Then we went to cosmetics store and got our nails painted colour2. haha. The colour like very attractive and fun to play with. We both use the tester and use it like nobody buisness. After enough using it. Aper lagi berams ah. Hhaha. Prangai dok eh. Then go windowshop, and there's alot of things for me to buy siaaaaaaaaa. motherfuckers tol. My Temptation is all over town siaa. I want to buy this and that. Kalo ader duet tkper jgak. Hahah. Then go to cineleisure and got my nose another fucking hole. hahah. I pierce again, and also my ear. Hahah. I wanna make my nose pierce a triangle shape ah. Dont you think it makes me look like minah rep? Well, do i fucking care. haha. Then cukop time go home ah. Then straight to my hse. Chills here while waiting for our boyfriends to come back from jb. Thats why we both meetup and jalan2. Boring sia. Then ard 12plus, they reached s'pore and meet us at my void deck. Then go mkan. Told cha. Then they go hme, we go bck bbylove cribs.
Me and bbylove had a misunderstanding conversation. So yah, we argued for a moment and okay already. Hmn. We spent the night together at his hse. He needs to get out from hse at 6am go back camp. But 515am like that fall asleep. Haha. I set the alarm clock at 530am. Then, ringsssss. Wake bby up, he says 5min. Then teros terlajak until 6am. Kelamkabot sia tuu. haha. Then send me home. And that was my day, I love you bodoh.

Tired sia. Yesterday i slept at 6plus. haha. Then woke up at 2plus. wahh piang ehh. Takble tahan ah. HAHA.
Okay lah. That is all.
Zhiela&Lolly

2009-12-20T02:23:00.002+08:00

Hey there. Currently videocalling with fazlina. I wonder where shasha is. Because i've been waiting for her the whole night to get online. hmm. So the boring eh saturday nowadays. Wonder why eh. Today tak jadi go mani&pedi because i woke up late just now. haha. But bby woke up early. Idk whats wrong with him waking up very early sia. why eh bby? You should enjoy sleeping and waking up late during your MC days. haiyo. I really dont know what to update ah. But i just type down what is on my mind lah eh. hmmn. Im just wondering. Why am i at home during saturday nights. I cannot believe that im at home. WTF!!

Tonight im not sleeping over bbylove hse. And i already miss him so much. We spent together everyday sia, without fail. Tgh MC kater kan. He's now at his mummy place. He sleepover there. But he borrowed me his lappy so i wont get bored at home. Thanks love. These day, whenever im with bby. I ate alot. Asal eh? Idk taw. Today i ate chicken noodles for lunch, nasi goreng for dinner, fries for supper. Haiyo. Next year you guys will see me bringing a big tummy. takecare.
Anyway bby. I love you taw bodoh.

Im feeling dizzy now. But im not sleepy ah.
But thats all lah for today.
Zhiela&Lolly

2009-12-19T03:17:00.002+08:00

Happy 30th monthsary bbyboy.

Today, i mean friday. I reached work late. Feel so tired. Dragging my legs while walking back and forth. Veryvery sleepy yo. Bbyboy is already asleep with poopooh. He's not feeling well since yesterday. Get well soon keh bby. Dont worry. Im here to accompany you love. :)

Just now, after work. Bbyboy fetch me and go meet pel, fyzah, hady, apai, talib and yazid. Infact, we are supposed to celebrate a welcome back pel's party. Somemore pel bought drinks from the DFS. Well known alcohol drinks but veryvery cheap. Duty free maah. But i drank a few cups only. Dont feel like drinking like that. I think because of i ate too much? haha. But seriously, again i ate alot at work. FnB perr, what do you expect. haha. Hmn, yahh. Ard 2am like that went home. And know here i am loh.

Tmrw, saturday.. No plan sia. I thought of gg for mani&pedi ahh. Anyone wanna tag along? At town. MESSAGE me. Please do not call. Phone spoiled. Keep that to your mind. Next week is Chrismas week. I will be busy from WED to SAT. Working doh. Dont have money ah. Save for countdown perhaps? haha. I also dont know where i am gg. Plan to go sentosa and get drunk and chills near the beach party. Gg to town every year to catch fireworks is like boring already. Hmn. Maybe ah. Worst come to worst will be celebrating my countdown at work with friends. $10 per hour dokkkkkkks. But not conferm ah.

Okay lah, my eyes cannot tahan already ah.
Thats all.

Bbyboy, I love you so much with all my heart and soul.
Happy Monthsary dear.
Zhiela&Lolly

2009-12-18T02:56:00.002+08:00

Hey. This picture sexy ehh? HAH. i also dont know why i upload this pic. I just like the art on her body. Heheh. Today, i ate ALOOOT. Seriously sia. First i go to Greenridge Banquet i ate Fried Fish soup with rice and aloot of chilli padi. Fuhhh, power. Then bought leher ayam and shared with shasha. Then later at night me and bbylove went to pasar malam at Bangkit. I bought Fish otahotah & takoyaki. Sedaap doh. haha. Then later somemore ate birthday cake which was Royal chocolate from polars. Alaaahai, gemok lah kau zhiela. Bbylove someone can say my boncet cute. First time eveeeeeeeer siols. Now he's playing fool with my tummy. "Look, its a talking tummy!" hahha.

Just now i went to shasha cribs. To chills there. Then she asked me whether i watch a movie named Radit and Jani. SO we watch ah. Sedih giler. haha. Old story eh? sorry ah yang da tgk bnyk kali. Heheh. Then after that went under bbylove void deck and lepak there. Until bbylove called me and ask me whether i wanna go to the pasar malam. So shasha went home. Atleast i spent time with my gfs. hehhe. Love you shasha. :)

Fadly's birthday party was simple and nice. Nurul bought Royal chocolate cake and some of them from work brought KFC chicken. And also last minute plan to sabo him. Me, nurul and Fyzah went to nearby shop to buy eggs. Well, the funny part was Nurul throw a egg at fad's tummy and it bounce back. HAHA. funny giler. Suspect lebam. haha. Then, bbylove got stomachache so we went home early.

Tommorrow, im working at 10am and yet to sleep. Bbylove is bored already waiting for me to finish updating my blog. He's now cuddling with our pooh bear which i named poopooh. HAHA. step cute kan? i know. hehe. Then also tommorow will be getting high again. So, will be fucking tired ah. Cbdog. haaaaah. okay lah.
Thats all.
Zhiela&Lolly

2009-12-17T05:20:00.003+08:00

Hey there.
I wonder.. What if im pregnant.. Or how do i look like? hahha. Random eh. Layan ah.

Its 5.20am and i'm not yet sleepy. I need to wake bby up at 6.30am. Because he need to fetch his sister from work. He borrowed his sister bike mahh. You know ah, if bby got no bike. Lazy to go anywhere. haiyo. Bby will be extending his MC. Because his left foot swollen. Yet want to ride bike. Stone head tol. Yahh, just now i went out makan with bby, hady, talib, apai and pel. We planned to go to beach road. But, they change their mind and decided to go to Newton. Peh mahal. But luckily our friend treat us today. And this is the second time treating his friends makan. If kopitiam takper. The first treat was makan at Lucky Plaza Pizza hut. Then today Newton. Kaya Kaya Kaya. Like that nevermind. He ordered 2 stingrays which cost $10 each. 2 tulang merah that cost $10 each also. Plus, satay's and roti john. But drinks pay ourself ah. ahah. But that is what he sms us. Foods on him. Drinks yourself. Giler. More coming up.. He said that the tulang merah not satisfy-ing.(sorry if wrong spelling) Okay, he bought us somewhere else which i think is near bugis area. Go there makan tulang merah again siols. But this time, Apai, Hady and me only makan. The rest da full giler. So i eat ah. No differents. For me lah. But Apai was enjoying his food siaaa. I was so fucking full. Giler babi. After makan, my stomach like blotted. Terkeluar siak perot. eeeee, gemok. Zhiela gemok. haha. Then, after that went off to pending to meet fyzah. But atlast kiter lepak sendirik bcos fyzah was with her friends which we dont know who except for one or two only. Chills and chills. Ard 3am then i go home. Bcos bby need to wake up early. hmnmn.

Tommorrow, supposingly i got appointment at the Singapore General Hospital. But too bad i cant go sia. meyo ciaaan siols. Meet the doctor already $25. Havent count my Xray yet. haisss. What a bad luck. Im like 17yrs, having a 71yrs backbone problem. Cbdog tol. i dont know when i can check my backbone thru the specialist. The polyclinic no use, only cheap but never do job properly. Bodoh lah sangat. haiyo. Then must accompany bbylove to take his Mc. Then meet my friend Nurul, accompany her go buy cake for fadly our friend. which we are giving him a simple surprise later on midnight. 18th dec lah. Then friday working morning.. 10am till 11pm. Waah, takecare siols. Then after work ader welcome back pel's party. hahah. kecohh. Then get high lagii. Wah piaaang eh. Conferm penat giler nye. Then i'll got my beauty sleep on saturday. Hopefully no one disturb me siaaa. Especially you bbylove. jgn kacau ehhhhh. =_=

hmmn. Half hour to go. And im half sleeping already.
Okay lah. Thats all.
Zhiela&Lolly

2009-12-16T15:09:00.002+08:00

Currently at bbylove cribs. Alone. Because he went out to Traffic Police HQ to collect his bike.
Im so hungry right now. I've been eating alot this few days. Macdonald lah, prata lah. Foods that makes you fat easy. Ahaha. Sorry about the picture. Dont know what pictures should i post. I found this pic, okay lah. bolehkan je. Then i realize that her hair got curls. Conferm shasha suker. hahhahahah. Random eh.

Yesterday, went to shasha cribs. To meet dayah, which like once a year to make her come down lepak, without his bf. Padanmuker kau, acab kat dalam. ahaha. Tak lamer lagi shasha. hahah. Lu takecare jelah. Been there done that siols. Hahah. Dino got like 6mths left for ORD. haha. Proud pe kau zhiela. Stop it eh. And yaah, i thought shasha perm her hair. But, when i came to see her. One curl pon tak nampak. Poddahh. Im like so excited to see. When i asked her, she untied her hair. Its only short. Fuckadoodoo tol. Part maner bodo pon tak tawu. haha. Meet up sessions, must plan soon. okaaaay?

About bbylove, im sorry to keep you waiting for me for a week. Yahh, i told you the reasons kan.
Anger was everywhere. You told me i become so easily hot tempered now. I also dont know why.
Just be patience okay. I try my best to let it go okay. Today is your last day of MC. When you're inside camp. Better takecare of yourself aite. I cant be with you always. Hope you understand. Love you lots.

Now..... Im so fucking hungry.
thats all.
Zhiela&Lolly

2009-12-15T16:03:00.001+08:00

Forgive. Together. Afresh.
I Love You So Much And Forever Will.
Zhiela&Lolly

2009-12-07T10:58:00.001+08:00

Get the picture.

Zhiela&Lolly

2009-12-06T17:18:00.003+08:00

Once your heart has been broken there is no getting out.
Torture is evergoing you only want to shout.
You bleed inside you never have relief.
You lose all of your beliefs.
Every memory cuts into your soul like a blade.
You can never be saved.
It hurts so much you don't want to breath.
The pain never leaves.

2009-12-05T00:46:00.001+08:00

Do you think this is the end of us?

Isit over?

Zhiela&Lolly

2009-12-03T16:06:00.002+08:00

Hey there. currently at shasha hse.

today got no plan but i think will be spending time with shasha until ard 630 then meet bf. becos shasha gg to her grandma hse.

Yesterday, went to town eat pizza hut with lepaking friends plus bbylove. Then went to clark quay and get to know where is clubs and stuff. actually im not interested to know. But okay ah. Bloopers of day yesterday was hady fall at the fountain infront of ppl. hahah. funny giler. laugh like what sia. Then drank corona which didnt felt anything.

Tuesday Sentosa outing was fun indeed. but some part ader boring ah. haha.

cant wait for next outing yo. funfunfun.

Okay lah thats all.

Zhiela&Lolly

2009-11-25T22:41:00.002+08:00

hey there. currently at bbylove cribs. hmn. very the boring here maannnn.
im busy uploading pictures from just now ard 8pm. and now already 1048pm.
pictures from last sat pnye. and now my hands like lazy to type already. you guys must thanks me ahhhh. alot of fuckin pictures sia. like 400plus? bahhhh! thanks to bby for borrowing me his lappy. my lappy no use. ily!
somemore i want to upload pictures to here cannot. damn.

Bbylove is sleeping right now. nvm, whats he's gg to do while im using the camera.hmmn... bahh. i so the boring ykno.

okay lah thats all.
Zhiela&Lolly

2009-11-24T16:57:00.002+08:00

Hey there ppl.

CurrentLy at shasha cribs. well, i cbt work.

Okay abt work, i dont really know whats my plan yo. But i dont wanna work in this line anymore. Well its been afew times i complain that this was my worst regrets ever in my life. idk if im gg to continue m.i.a man. this sucks. Do i really need to pay if i really gg to cbt from this? If i go back to work, what im suppose to do? go to tpp where currently im wrking at or go to HQ? mr lai said maybe he will arrange new timing for me which is office hours, MAYBE. how will tht gg to work? i know they will asked me replace the days that i didnt go to work. which aloooot. and i hate replacing, bcos i know i will not go to work and keep replacing. fcuk. hais. This problem has stuck into my mind for days. and it makes me really difficult to sleep. yeahh, i've been sleeping late these few days. padahal baru smlm susah nk tdo. haiya. i wish i got alooot of fcukin money inside my bank. and i will pay for this course and get away from it mannnnn. hairline sucks, it really do.

hmn, my parents. keep on nagging on me abt work. so stress out yknw. Thanks to shasha for letting me come over to your hse early in the morning. where i can release my stress out is with bby or friends. bcos it will keep me away from it. and now idk if workplace call my mother or not bcos i didnt turn up today. what will i want to say to my mother?? OMG, seriously i dont know what to do man. help me out pls ppl out there. i mean seriously.

thats all ah.

Zhiela&Lolly

2009-11-19T03:58:00.003+08:00

Bby, bby.. i know you are reading this..

Im sorry, im sorry.. i truly sorry..

I miss you, i miss you.. im damn missing you..

i love you.. i love you.. i really love you so much and forever will..

HAPPY 29th MONTHSARY.

i love you.

Zhiela&Lolly

2009-11-17T10:10:00.002+08:00

good morning ppl. sorry bout yesterday post. im so piss off with bby. and now, we are surely not in good terms. ppl, how can a love fade away? hmn. i wondered. i didnt go to work for days already. today actually i wanted to go to work. But, im so stress out abt my relationship and yahh. stupid me go and eat 3 pills of panadol that a doctor gave me. well, it cos drosiness. yesterday also i took 3pills too before sleeping. Now i have a bad headache and my head gg to explode in afews minutes later. hmn. i hungry, yet i have no appetite to eat anything. hmn.

Girls, when your bf say tht his love to you have fade away.. what will you do? and you love him so much and nothing cant stop you from loving him. in relationship.. what do we need? Love? support? hmn. i feel so fcuking dizzy. so stress. im so depress. Gfs, i need you.

a friend is a medicine for life. argee?

thats all i wanted to say. im out of words.

Zhiela&Lolly.

2009-11-17T00:15:00.002+08:00

think what you wanna think. say what you wanna say. you are getting on my nerves already. you change. you damn changing you attitude towards me. just put all the fucking blame on me okay.
go out with your friends. go play behind my back again. GO GO!! you dont want to ask me anything already kan after this. kau nye pasal. dont blame it on me and im changing my feelings towards you. blame it on your fucking attitude. im so angry with you. i so fucking piss off with you. yes you boyfriend!
Zhiela&Lolly

2009-11-16T14:49:00.003+08:00

2012. worth watching mann!

i watched at lot1 cinema. for the first time. idk why the hell din go book at lot1. hmph.

But, it has a good ending yo. must watch sia this one. seriously.

damn good movie. i swear. i tell you, it is very thriling. alah ykno ah. its the apocalypse siao. everyone have been talking about this. haiya. i was scared and cried inside the cinema. it is just so sad where there is a part where family seperates, all the goodbyes. haiyyyoo. sedih siao. im telling you guys to watch this asap before the movie end. haha. nice lah bdo.

today, i didnt go to work again. yes, still my backhurts.

dont believe kau nye pasal ah.

how i wish i can go for my appt at sgh asap.

talking about work, just driving me crazy. honestly, i dont give fcuk with this workplace animore. mc aku nye pasal ah. tak dtg aku nye pasal ah. yes, i regret. the most worst regret i ever had in my entire life. fcuk damn it. i wish i could change my work life. and aslo i wish i can continue studying at a proper sch. fcuk lah, i thought this traineeship will be as fun as sch. but wtf? we are working for them? wtf? arent we suppose to be studying. yaaah right, our training just 1day per week. mcm sial ah kan. i wish i could complain it to ite. and tell'em tht we are considered student. why are we working for them? without hair assistant tht is US. they drop to the belowww as deep as the idk ah. im just stating the facts and let go all my damn, hate, angry at this wrkplace. fcuk you all. i hate working at tht place. damn it.

bbylove must be angry at me for not gg to work again. i'll give the same reason i tell you.and he's not msging me. its okay. i'll be patience. :)

i told him yesterday, i miss him calling me his baybee gurl. i told him i miss those times.

he answered hurt me thoh. need not for me to tell you. hmn.

If you love someone, hold'em tight. whisper thru the ears.

"i love you, you are the only one for me"

or even better. go to the beach with ur love one. shout and tell the world that you love her.

thats all for today.

Zhiela&Lolly

2009-11-15T17:24:00.003+08:00

Hello loved.
Today is my mummy special day, which is her 40th birthday.
i gave her i bangle that she wanted and a birthday card with a birthday song. which i think is irritating. hehe.
idk how was her impression cause i didnt give her hand to hand. hehe.
i malu. *ape je. haha.
i wasnt at home on that time. but before i go out which was after 12 midnight. i wrote a note and put at the dining table and lead her to my room.

and idk after that. cause im not at home. hehe.

But im happy for her, cause i gave a bangle that she wants.

and all i know is that i love her. :)

yesterday was boring, saturday. fcuk damn it.

me and bby went to town just to eat ljs. wtf kan? bcause bby and one of his friend gg to jb. which was last minute plan. grr. and didnt get to catch the movie which i post yesterday. 2012.

Tonight is the day im gg to watch! with bby and also bby's friend that bby accompany him to jb. Tday he and his gf plak accompany kte watch movie. not accompany lah, they want to watch also. So join ah. Yesterday bby went to jb, and i went shashabby cribs to slack there.

babe, we had a long talk uh yesterday. hahah. secret. hahah. *lame.

after so long we have not been meeting each other. Especially the OTHERS.

i had a great session with shasha yesterday eventhough there's only the two of us.

i cant wait to watch 2012. *excited doh. haha.

okay lah. thats all for today.

mama, happy birthday! i love you no matter what happens okay!

Love,

Zhiela&Lolly

2009-11-14T15:33:00.002+08:00

Hello meow2.

currently im at home. from just now facing this laptop but dont know what to do. Yah, fafaz thanks for changing my blogskin aite. appreciate it. And also, kiwak, rmbot kkuuuuuu.haha..gmbr lamer peerrr.

Well today is saturday but i doubt nothing gg to happen tonight.

Maybe, go town later at night, just wait for bby to wake up which i havent meet him for 2 days. and also bby just finish working just now morning, 8am. than reach home ard 9plus. then straight go to sleep. hhaha, cian dier. and maaaaaaybe watching 2012 at town.

So boring, feel like want to sleep back.

Yahh, yesterday, i went to see te doctor regarding about my back.

But this time the doctor gave up about my back already and decided to send me to the specialist.

this december 17 i need to go SGH for check up. seriously. now still saket.

what am i suppose to do? i want to stop working, and will make me happy forever!!

i mean this course. i dont care if i get the certificate or not. i just wanna stop working there! because of working there ah my back start to hurt badly. babi tol. swaaaay btl ah.

okay lah. thats all.

Zhiela&Lolly

2009-11-13T23:09:00.002+08:00

Hello. It's me FazzySkittles.

I secretly update Zie blog. Without he knowing.

Mesti terperanjat bile die bace. HAHA^^ evil kankan?

I just a new blog skin for her. Simple & nice right. ^^

Zie , I miss you very much.

Meet up soon aye. Catch things up. ((:

Short & simple. Bye!

2009-11-09T23:02:00.003+08:00

hey ppl.
work was boring just now. will be gg to hong lim this week&next week tues thurs which is my off day to replace my urgent leave. this sucks. i hate this part. haha.
very hungry, but no good eating at night. later gemok, then the next day will be hungry like hell.

Bbylove is gg to be busy this whole week due to APEC. he must go deploy at Npc at sembawang.
huhu. will not be meeting him this week, except for weekends. MAYBE.

My back is killing me softly.. arggggh!

okay lah, gotta finish my games at fb! its driving me craazeey siaoooo!
love you babysss. mwaaaa!
Zhiela&Lolly:)

2009-11-07T11:28:00.002+08:00

This is it
The movie i've been waited to see. Yesterday after work, i booked two tickets for me and bby.
At 1205am. slack at cineleisure to kill time. So excited.
So, went to watch it. my rated is 9/10. Its so enjoying, and also makes me wanna cry whenever i watch Mj on the screen. The beat.. i love it. But, something disappoint me, because mj didnt sing You are not alone for the concert. huhu.. that is what i expected.
i love you mj.

Later, i dont know what time im gg to my aunty hse. due to my late granny kenduri arwah..
all girls, ladies, oldies women must come early and tolong masak. walauweyy, penat tawu tak bgn pagi.. uhuhuhuhu!

okay lah, thats all. malas nk update.
Zhiela&Lolly:)

2009-10-31T00:37:00.002+08:00

hey dear ppl.
Just came back from makan at gombak with love.
and before that from my auntie hse, kenduri for my arwah nenek. Well, its hard for me to except it thoh. This is the third time posting about somone in my life has pass away.
the story was like this, i was working and mother called me and says that nenek is in veryvery super critical condition. i was shock and ask mother to call my manager and tell her. So i called my kakak sedare to inform her incase she dont know. i called her and she said that she is on her way back home, to pick up her children. and i said lah, nenek is in the critical condition and stuff. And she said yes, i know. she already nazak and im rushing now. then i was like HUUUUUH????!!! i straight away packed my things and stop a cab and drive me there.
When i reached at my nenek ward. everybody was there crying and praying for her. i went straight to nenek and hold her hands which was super cold. and i say to her from my heart. *secret* and then i cried. then i backed out and let my nenek children stay by her.
as i looked at them moaning, i cried asual. Then i sms all the ppl to havent reach yet to come faster. i kept pestering them. including my mother who was waiting for my brother to come home from camping.. But atlast , mother and father come without my brothers. becaus its too late, nenek has pass away already.. even my kakak sedare plus her siblings was nenek closest grandchildren dont get to see her while she was still alive..
Yes, i cant believe that my dear late grandmother has pass away..hmm.

Currently im at home alone. i dont know what time is my family want to come back.
i msg them didnt reply. hmmn.

Okay lah. thats all. need to get a early rest because tommorrow need to wake up super early. 7am. 8 must be at antie house already..

goodnight forever my dearest late grandmother..
Zhiela, ur dear granddaughter.

2009-10-26T23:37:00.006+08:00

hey baby hey baby hey..
sorry about the da lamer tak update pnye pasal.
This is our latest picture. heee. ape je.
Okay, i just came back from work ard 10plus.
actually i lazy to update, but nvm i got time. abit.
hahaa.
Fyi, just now at work.. i was flipping my hair, and guess what.. i found my first ever white hair!!
OMG, i cant stop telling bf about it. bcos itis so ridiculous ykno. i cant stand it. rambot aku nak mati agaknye. hehe. no more chemical works on hair okay! i promise..
Today, is airi finally legal day. haha. happy birthday bro. may kau panjang umor. nak kahwin ajak aku. ahhaa. random.

okaylah. thats all.

gtg sleep now.

psst bby: i love you taw rawr rawr....!!!

Zhiela&Lolly

2009-10-17T20:39:00.002+08:00

hello people whom i love.
Currently at bbylove cribs. sitting infront of the lappy, updating.
today, i went to work asual. then, ard noon i received a msg from my friend that my kompang kalifar, nazak(sorry idk in english what) I was totally shock! i straight away foward all the msg to the ppl who know him. Then, not even half hour. he'd passed away. im so freaking out man, i straight away called my manager saying that my friend just passed away. and i need to take urgent leave. so i did. and straight away tooked the mrt. and alight at jurong east. and took taxi. cause i was super rushing. i called all my friends and spread the shocking news. and by the time i reached there, they were already there. i didnt bring any shawl or something to cover my head. but luckily i brought my cardigan and wore it as i was wearing sleeveless. and then i go straight for his wife and comfort her. seeing all my kompang mates that i havent met for so long. moaning.
i cried, when i heard his son shouting he's dad. "ayah!! kenape ayah tinggalkan ahmad!" crying out loud. and his granny took him away and comfort him. then its time for "kebumikan" his son look at the grave. and gave a flying kiss to his late dad.
im so pity to both wife and son. seriously so pity.

so friend, please appreciate friends before its to late.
thats all.
Zhiela&Lolly

2009-10-16T20:54:00.002+08:00

helo.
today, im only gg to a short post. because im getting lazy to do anything.
hmn,, today i didnt go to work because my grandma just had a new illness which was cancer. in a major stage. OMG. cant elobrate more.
thats all.
zhiela&Lolly

2009-10-13T23:02:00.002+08:00

Heyy babeeey.
sorry bout the da lamer tak update pnye pasal. i so tired and no time to update lah bby. sorry keh.

actually, i've got nothing say lah btw.
what i know is..
SELAMAT PEGANTIN BARU kepade kak sheda and achap.
semoga kekal hingga ke anak cucu. Dan happy2 selalu! see ya ard.

Second thing is i kebuloh ciggaratesssss.
makan tak taw. rokok.

third thing is.. i nak jumpe bbylove. da due hari tak jumpe dier. huhu. bbylove skg at hongkah cc tgh break. makluum lah, da lamer tak break. breakdance i meeeaan.=_=
hopefully bbylove ajak i jumpe. kalo taaak, i boring nak mampos. okaylah, besok i keje. bace tutop mulot eh.
Zhiela&Lolly

Thanks bby for not leaving me..

2009-10-09T02:40:00.002+08:00

Dear blogg.

Today i met bbylove afew hours just after i came back from work.

the moment i saw him, i hugged him as tight as i can. and cried.

bby said he was sorry. and i've forgive him.

i felt so relief after all this nudge about our relationship..

this is life. this is love.

love till death do us apart.

ZhielaLOVEDino

2009-10-08T00:02:00.003+08:00

First thing. i dont want to lose you.

second thing is, please dont leave me.

Third thing is, i still love you with all my heart and soul.

Zhiela&Lolly

2009-10-05T23:52:00.002+08:00

Hello. im so in the sad mood.
Just came back from the hospital..
The moment i step inside granny room, my heart melted as i look at her..
She cant move due to the pain.. she close her eyes as she cant see anything recently..
she whisper.. as she cant talk properly..
i whispered at her ears"nenek, zhiela datang.." and then she open her eyes slowly and look at me.. i looked at her and smiled.. and she closed her eyes back and i started to cried again.
she looked super duper weak.. i thought i want to stay till night accompany her till morning..
But im working.. i cant do anything.. Today i took urgent leave still my manager asked me to take someething from the hospital as a proof. fuck you. i nvr asked for anything from the hospital. i will say, go to the hospital and look for yourself. bodo nak mampos. mak kau mati baru kau tawu. geram siak aku.. then its time for me to go home.. i whispered to her personally,*secret* and then i kiss her forehead thrice and say goodbye, i love you..
thanks to bby for accompany me there.

thats all.
nenek be strong.
zhiela&lolly.

2009-10-05T00:17:00.002+08:00

hello ppls.
just came back a few minutes ago. Just finish talking with mama&papa about my dear nenek. i miss a chance to see her just now at the hospital when im already outside and bby is out too. bby is not with me. mama called me asked me whether im free to come to the hospital to see nenek. because nenek wants to see all of us. huhu. too bad i dont know how to go SGH. and also very late already. If bby with me easier lah, he knows. i want to see nenek so much!! But i dont have a chance! this week im working for 5 days straighht sia! no off except for sat&sun..
*zhiela pls dont think negative!* i cried when i heard about nenek's poor condition. its getting bad to worse. alaah, you know lah saket tue. i hope i can get a day off to see nenek. huhuhu! nenek be strong! i love you.

just now i go open hse with lf. i had fun lah of course. hehe.
After that met bby at his void deck. Then cukop time alek lah.

Tonight i dont know where to sleep. Because my room is half way cleaning as i dont have time.
Thanks to bby help me make over my room on saturday. hahah. mcm paham. saket hati sia aku baju buang. sayang! you know what i mean lah!

Dear god, pls make my nenek strong. and panjang umor. amin.
okay thats all.

i love my nenek ok.
Zhiela&Lolly

2009-10-04T13:08:00.002+08:00

helo carebears.
just came back siul. from bbylove hse. i sleptover there but then bby wake me up early ard 11plus like that. bcos he gg out with his camp friends, jln raye lah pulak. haha.
then muke busok2 alek ah, naseb baek neak taxi. haha. padahal dekat siak. *aku tawu ah aku mlas* hehe. im very bored right now. But not that bored giler ahh. atleast bby borrow his lappy to me. to layan myself. haha. ok enuf.

last Friday was fun indeeed! haha, ain you missed the fun lah. demam pulak kau. huhu!
we went quite a number of houses ah. last hse tgk wrestling. hahaa. kecoohh doh.
alaah, gmbr idk where to get ah. its at ady but we dont know how to go thru him ah. bynk giler pnye gmbr. and then ader org tu step jadi NEA, amek gmbr yg tak senonoh until we run out of battery. grr. this is okay ah. atleast every hse tak masak. hehe. okay donut sygs!! next outing!! karaoke lgi paah? kiter2 update2 lagi keh.. ohh yaah, wait until some bbys to finish their O's and wait till abushah to be freeeeee! hehe. miss him alooot sia! haha. Cant wait!

yesterday, we drank. BAILEY's for the first time. the water was liqour+cream. senang kater its like milkshake + liqour. sedapp ah but not worth it cause tak mabok. atlast kite tak abes minom. pasal da ngantok sgt and da boring. alek suda. haha. masy bnyk ah drink tuu. dont know when want to drink again. maybe next saturday. AIN you better be free on that night! then also yesterday ppl kemarok with TAOKAENOI snack. sanggop g bangket shop and save 24hrs. beli over there. me, dino and nurul. one packet each. which was very big. and it cost $4. haha. puas hateeeeeeey ah! then next day, dehydrate, haha. drink too much ah. haha.

okay thats all for today,
Zhiela&Lolly:)

2009-10-02T02:26:00.002+08:00

hello ppl.
yaah i know its late but i still havent go to sleep.
actually lah eh, i cannot make up my mind what to wear tmrw laahh.
while im thinking i surf the internet lah kejap.haha.*padahal tak piker pape pun*
DAMN. my back hurts alot lah. Dtg balek lah penyaket aku. saket giler punye. i've been having overtime work sia these few days. stand alot. do things alot. *mcm2 eh aku* aku tawu ah.
But seriously, it getting bad to worst lah sial. Baru jer thought of working full time alek. beh ni mcm ape cita sia. grr. asal eh.. bnyk2 org aku kene. And then kan.. i feel my backbone like senget like that. then ah, when i want to stretch.. mak dikau. boleh melalak lah aku. pain like what sia.
aaaahhhh! saket lah bodo! buey tahan ah!

i meet bby just after work. He fetch me, then off to town go makan. supper lah konon nye.
At youth park. bby, bought&ate 2 plates of nasi goreng kampong. lapar sgt lah tu. da mkn then kite go off meet lepak ppl at pending. Reach pending jek, bby lapar lagi. *nie da tebiat kaper.*
Then naseb baek talib bwk pizza from work, then he ate that also. i dont know if he still hungry now.

alermak, my back saket rabak to the max ah! CANT STAND IT ANYMORE!
okoklah. gtg.
SAKEEET PINGANG!!:(
Zhiela&Lolly

2009-10-01T00:51:00.002+08:00

hello sweetest readers.
currently just came back from work sia. i know.. very late right?
actually not 12plus ahh. ard 11plus. kiwek, my pinggang very the pain lah siul.
saket giler punye, somemore having my menses. mcm lah sial.
Sampai i asked bby to jalan home with me. cause i cannot tahan lah, i didnt get a sit at the mrt. you imagine? and somemore i wearing highheels. giler babs.

Then meet bby, rindu lah sangatsangat kat dier. hehe. talktalk with him then cukop time jln loh.
Let him lepak with friends. now he L4D-ing. but idk at where. lupe nak tanye.*bdo nye aku*
nvm. trust him zhiela. haha.

Tmrw im having my first theory exam which i never put any hope on it.
10 am siak. pagi nak mampos. after that continue working ah. mcm sial kan. *menyesal nye aku*

And then Friday rayer outing with my beloveed donut bbygs&bbybs:)
But still dont know what to wear lah sial. grrrrrrrr=_=

okay lah.
thats all for today. nak tdo ah.
penat lah sangatsangat.
Zhiela&Lolly:)

2009-09-29T23:54:00.002+08:00

helo ppl. second post of the day because ive got nothing to do better.

As you know, i have changed my blogskin, which i did it myself. haha. proud sia aku. you would not know how my feeling is right now. for after so long i have been blogging. this is the first time ykno. ok zhiela, enuf.. you told them already...

tommorow working sia. malas lah sangatsangat.

Just now i met bby.. after i follow my mother go bbp NTUC. penat lah betol.
We went L4D-ing at dhoby ghaut. haha. Just the two of us. Quite boring ahh. we played 1map and then jalan. then bby send me back and he go back camp. Fyi, i have not eaten for one day. im so fl_lcking hungry. mak aku tak masak. lapaaaar giler pnye. i dont want to eat maggi laah. jelak lah siol. grrr, geram.

its already Wednesday.. alah i thought thursday..
Because this Friday is Donut outing lahh. i cant wait. But still dont know what to wear as i didnt buy any raya clothes this yr. financial siul. but nvm, i will korek my closet until my room is messy. IT IS ALREADY MESSY, zhiela. haha. Tak kuase aku nk kemas you tawu..
i penat giler, takde time.. keje dari pagi sampai ke malam. you know. so the tired you know. today i lazy to kemas. Due to my period lah..

okay, thats all for today..
Zhiela&Lolly:)

2009-09-29T12:59:00.002+08:00

Hello dear ppl.
i would like to make a annoucement that I CHANGE MY BLOGSKIN MYSELF.
hahah. it may sounds selenge but i dontcare i made it! haha. first ever time.
fyi, i spent hours on how to change my blogskin. haha. and finally i changed it without anyone's help especially shasha and fazzy. hhaha. *a round of applause please* hehe.

okok, i took urgent leave just now because of some reasons at home.
and some more today is my second day of my period and i've met aches again. saket giler pnyer.
i so hungry sia. mama tak masak. and im gg to be alone at home after this because mama nak pegi hospital jage nenek. idk my brother coming home what time. huhu. i think i want to sleep after this. huhu.

yesterday,, i didnt meet bby. alah 1day only.. actually, i am trying not to meet bby everyday as bby need his time to rest or meet his guys friends or somthing like that lah. But whatever itis, i know i trust him, i love him.If we meet everyday, there's nothing special to cherish about.
If we dont meet everyday, and the day we meet, we will cherish the time together.
Get what i mean? im dg that right now lah. hehe.

oklah, gtg now.
im so in love.
Zhiela&Lolly:)

2009-09-27T21:38:00.003+08:00

helo ppl.
today is the idk how many days of raya already.
Im done with hari rayer-ing with makciks&pakciks already. anak sedare(S) all asking for money already. meyo cian ppl.
Now im waiting for the day to go out with friends lah pulak. btw an, msg me all the ppl following and which hse available. later kau ader2 jer mulot kau nk ckp yang aku not dg my job. hmmn.

My mind is thinking about what course should i take next year. i dont know what i want to do for future, i mean career. This hairstyling course, hmmn. no hopes for me to stay till 3years and also no damn hope for me to work for this company in future. regrets lah siol. imiss schooling with schoolmates. im just waiting for my contract to finish. and thats it im done. and here i come school. *hopefully* okay, the thing is i dont know what course should i take for my future. i mean course that can make me find a job easily and of course not a boring job. a job that i love. i still cant make up my mind. no money no future ppl. nowadays, ppl think bout future more than fun. wht i think lah. hmmn.

im so currently bored and i kinda feeling like im not in a mood. i get so hot i mean i sweat easily today as in NOW whenever something is not fcuking right. okay, before i sweat like hell. i better off to the kitchen and eat to cool down myself. haha. i wont think im in the mood to eat. but im hungry sia.
okay dalaah.
i love bbydino.
zhiela.

2009-09-27T01:01:00.003+08:00

helo ppl.
shasha i guess im the one who share about my eid celebration lateerr. ahah.
okay, the reasons why because takde time and boring lag story aku. so im not gg to elaborate about it.
people, sorry pasl da lamer tak update. yknow, my family all conquer the lappy and i have no time to use it. as im working the next day. i cant wait to rayer with my friends lah. im booked at 2nd, 4th and 10th of october. kalo ppl ajak me on these days. sory cant follow lah pulak. tell me earlier or something lah keh. so cant asked for off.
so tired from jalan with the makciks.
later gg to chalet at pasir ris. and will be meeting bby later.

talking about bby. me&him were so called not in a terms last week. ykno on last monday to wednesday tak jumpe sia. for like afte so long this thing happen. he just need to be himself..
but now okay already.. hehe.. i was wrong to think negative mann. i sorry ykno.

okay lah. thats all for today.
zhiela.

i know this is the second post.

2009-09-21T16:57:00.002+08:00

zhiela disini ingin meyusun 10 jari memohon ampun dan maaf.

jikalau ader kasar bahase ke asyek2 maki ke asyek2 cubit ke cekau. maaf kan lah zhiela.

atau pon, ader hard feelings kat zhiela mcm marah sampai nk pukul,

jgn lah begitu.

Laen kali zhiela buat lagi lah kan. pastu minta maaf lagi lah okay. boleh lah.

jangan lupe dtg rumah untuk rayer okay. tapi tak akan dpt duet raye ah. haha.

mak sure kol dulu sblom dtg yee. bukan da pat bwh blk aru kol eh. maner tawu takde ruma ke, zhiela keje ke.. okok?

so, selamat hari raye lah semue nyee..

semoga happy2 selalu disamping keluarge..

oh.. da rayer eh?

2009-09-21T16:26:00.003+08:00

helo ppl. first thing of all is. Selamat hari raya to my muslim cousins.
Today is the 2nd day raya, and it dont seems fun, infact im still at home. not getting to go out.
Yesterday, before magrib i went to bby granny hse, then at night my makcik came to my house.
Then after that me, bby and my family when to my graany hse. then go home. okay lah. atleast dpt duet rayer.
the malam raya day, me, bby, fad, hady and shida went to Arwah syad's grave to pray for him and also wish him hari raya. it was so sad till my friend shida who is still love him so much cried while talking to him. alone lah. i felt so sorry for her. her very last long relaintionship just ended like that and this year raya she will be alone. i really2 felt bad for her. pity her.
i so very the boring at home yknow.
bby went to his mummy hse to take things to back to camp.
Fyi, yesterday mcm sial. afta jalan raye all. at night kiter bukak botol, hahah.
then minum sampai senget, ard 4plus we jalan.

oklah, thats all for today.
zhiela.

2009-09-17T13:37:00.004+08:00

helo ppl. first thing is.

happy birthday 17th to NORAIN. ily.

second thing is.. sorry for the not update thingy. malas ah. penat ykno.

fyi, finally yesterday i got my proper sleep. i mean timing. because i few days ago i always sleep late sia. cannot sleep punye pasal. then, yesterday.. afta work. i go straight to my room. throw all the thing with me. change clothes. and go cuci badan. then back to my room and fall asleep. haha. then woke up for sahur. same thing, afta eating tdo like babi.

and i wake up veeeery early today. and here i am updating my dear blog.

third thing is, yesterday i watched our late micheal jackson concert at work. of course at television aah... he sang you are not alone and i'll be there. this two songs are my favorite! FYI, i cried sia at work, infront of customer. huhuh. so sad that he's gone. ILY MJ. RIP.

life is so bored. bbylove gg to go home late because he needs to replace someone on duty till midnight. maybe or not, his gg home tonight. its been awhile since i last spent time with him.

yaah, yesterday somemore. he fetch me from work, then sent me home then he go back camp. i know his tired. alah, let he be lah. one day he will want to spent time with me. hehe. this malam rayer will be our 27th monthsary. siul ah lamer pe. haha. i think we are gg to celebrate at geylang with dendeng lembu chilli. fuhh, sodaaap beb. ok enuf about bby.

Donut rayer outing will be on the 2nd oct. so ppl, please dont make plan on this date. cant wait.

im so frustated with work. i need to replace all the leave and Mc i took sia. even my precious public holidays must replace on other days. tak ke sial tu. all my off day will be destroyed!!

macam sial.

hari raya is a few days away. im not looking foward on it. Even on the 3rd day of raya i must work. kan sial mak dier pnye mak tol. geraaam lah sangat sangat.

lah okay ppl. gtg now.

Zhielaaa. :)

2009-09-13T02:28:00.003+08:00

hey there ppl.
sorry for about the DA-LAMER tak update thing.
i was so busy mannn. i also dont know what makes me soooo busy.

currently, at bukit timah. supposingly, im playing L4D..
buuttt. there are 6 of us. 4 guys and to girls which is me one of them.
we girls were so slow maan. till i gave up. and start the internet.
and here i am updating.

yesterday, i met the donut for like after soo loong.
so far, the plan was alright. FUN MAANN. gd job shasha..

then today..
i went to my granny hse. and buke there. then after that i meet bby at geylang.
after geylang went to tw then off to bukit timah..

okay lahh, gtg now. this comp sucks.
zhiela.

i pening you.

2009-09-04T23:41:00.003+08:00

heyyo.

soreeh bout the not-updating thing.
i've been so busy doh. and now im so not in the mood to eat.
so dizzy, damn it. i miss bby.
i miss donuts bbys. who's gg to organize on this 11th?
okok thats it. im gg to sleep. besok keje. macam soyal.
i hate to work on weekendss. fuck-errr.

ok dah.
bye ahh.

without you love, my life is incomplete♥

2009-08-31T18:56:00.004+08:00

dear love.

you have been the one who make me strong.

each day with you by my side, things wont go wrong.

my mind is always thinking about you.

and you will always know that i love you..

i can make believe i have everything,

But i cant pretend that i dont see,

that without you boy..

my life is incomplete..

zhiela.

Happy birthday Michael Jackson:)

2009-08-29T15:04:00.001+08:00

Helo tralalaas.

first thing i share about is today is our late MICHAEL JACKSON 51th birthday,
so im here to wish you rest in peace. i love you.

second thing was, yesterday me and bby go out jalan2. then tak jadi watch movie pasal fully booked!! and i thought today will be the day.

2009-08-28T14:52:00.001+08:00

helo loved ppl.

today im on mc. i've got 2 days of mc yo. haha.
but, just now while i was waiting to see the doctor, i spent 3hours dg nothing waiting for a freaking doctor.
i reach poly ard 9.45am and bla from there about 12 plus. lamer kaaaan. luckily i got 2days mc.
alaaah, my backbone prob dtg alek ah. benci yknow.

then im here at bbylove house use lappy. im so the ngantok.
maybe later gg to watch movie, final destination 3d im coming. maybe ah.

yesterday was great! there were only me, ain, airi, jalil&fafaz.
we hang ard lot1 there. then cukop time bby fetch me go lepak with him.

btw, donuts bf&gf.
yesterday we planned that we go buke puase together on the 12th of september.
please make yourself free okay. we'll msg you for more details.
cant wait to meet ya'll.

okay lah. i want to go sleep!
goodday everyone!
zhiela

2009-08-27T10:53:00.002+08:00

hey people.
i just came back ykno. i sleptover norain hse yesterday.
grrr, ykno what,, wahhh, i was like sleeping inside the fridge siaa. cold giler babs.
i was sleeping below that is beside ain. & the aircon was facing me and were freezing me to death. haha. so tired. ain when to sch me heading home. reach home, use lappy while. than continue sleeping lah ape lagi.

Yesterday i didnt meet bby. cause i busy lepak-ing with ain & he also busy lepak-ing with his friends. today must be meeting lah. i think so. tireeeeed bebeh!

today, me&ain is meeting airi at lot1 afta breakfast. anybody wanna tag along. please call ain for more details.

currently, my pp8 finiiiiiish. huhu.

im broke. baaaaaah. no ciggies. huhu.

okay thats all for today.
Zie.

bazaar geylang fuckup.

2009-08-25T15:45:00.003+08:00

heyhohello.
yesterday was fun indeed, we ate ph for breakfast.
then go somewhere else to lepak and eat the cake.
lazy to elobrate ah.

then after that me&bby go geylang.
geylang so boring and fuckup.seriously.
we go there eat dendeng then go home. no new type of clothes.
thats all.
Zhiela.

2009-08-24T02:55:00.001+08:00

helo ppl.
very short and simple post.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DOLLY.
& HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELLA.

lots love, zhiela.

2009-08-23T18:53:00.002+08:00

today is the second day of ramadhan and i've got period yesterday night.
shait man. so not loving it.

soso bored at home.
well, girlfriendsssssssss. Nak buat kueh tak????

my phone is still rosak,
bye!

2009-08-22T17:59:00.001+08:00

hello ppl.
i cant believe i am fasting.
im so going to eat alot.
okay, few more minutes to breakfast!
bbylove is buying some kueh for me at bazaar ramadhan at senja.
okay thats all.
zhiela.

2009-08-21T01:03:00.002+08:00

Halo ppl.
sorry bout the didnt-update thing. i've been busy working these few days and got no time to do.

First thing, AIN kau nk keluar makan? aku KERJE DOL. nak malam. aku wont go for OT malas.
Second thing, people PLEASSSSSE DONT SMS ME, CAAAAALL ME. my phone rosak and screen blank. so aku tak reply jangan marah ah.
Third thing, I MISS MY GIRLFRIENDS. sayangs, whr you beb?

okay enuf, so tired lah. for after so long i didnt work three days straight. wed, thurs,fri.
penat dok. nak lepak pun takble. adade jer bbylove suro alek.
tommorow kerje, malas nyeeee babi.

&& for you airi.
Kau asal hilangkan diri kau ah? kau g maner ah? number kau dah tukar tak tawu nk bilang per?
isssshkkk. btw, imy!!!!

okay thats all.
im so gg to sleep.
Zhiela.

2009-08-18T12:25:00.003+08:00

You have been the one i truly love.
that i love with my heart and soul.

You are the only one i want,
i even tell them you're my greatest one.

Dont ever leave me, dont please.

i love you from 19 june 2007,
and still beating in my heart. without fail.

i just need you to know that,
i love you.
and forever will.

2009-08-13T14:58:00.002+08:00

Hey young world. Mind the pictures cause it was taken by neoprint.
Let me introduced you, this is Alyn my friend. i know her by bbylove friend. which is his girlfriend. that time was national day. We took at cineleisure arcade. takde keje kan. haha.
okay enuf.

Today, i suppose to go school. But, i overslept. ahah.
But later gg to town or maybe bugis with bby. Biaser lah, bbylove gaji. hehe.
Well, i bought a new pair of shoes yesterday, for work. That suits with anything. *hopefully*
I need to go kedai, to buy bby hair wax.
okay, my hands wants to play game since yesterday sia.
Okok? Bye.
Zhiela.

2009-08-11T01:24:00.002+08:00

hey yo.

yesterday didnt go home. all day outside.

just came back, no mood.

L4D, was fun.

ok thats all.

BYE.

2009-08-10T04:14:00.002+08:00

this song "INCOMPLETE" by sisqo
old good time song, i was introduced by bbylove.
what a meaningful song.

I LOVE YOU BBY.
~Zhiela~

2009-08-09T17:45:00.002+08:00

hey yo.

first thing i wanna talk about is yesterday.

basically, yesterday was fun. me, ain, helmi & bbylove went to town to book movie tickets and makan at cineleisure. Well, me&bby already eaten before gg out. so let them two makan first lah. Then bby accompany me to buy nosestud. i was supposed to buy it for my mum. But, just now went i wake up, my nosestud lost. So, tak jadi kasi lah. ahha. bastard. And then, after buying my stuff, i asked bby whether he wants to take neoprint tak. and he said "not today." Well, i pulled him over to the shop and change money immediately. he was is silence. So we took neoprint lah at last. The last time we took neoprint was like last year june? hah. lamer kan. okay lah. acceptable.

And then, we met them back at LJS(cineleisure). then tompang makan. curik makan. haha.

our movie starts at 1.50am which was G.I joe. and we must wait for like 2hours. So we decided to go play L4D, at dhoby ghaut. everybody cant wait to killed zombies. thanks to NORAIN who influence us. (=_=) we played for 1hour plus gg 2hours. and then off back to cineleisure. By the time we reached there its already 1.40am, eh? lupe ah. buy popcorn and stuff, da 1.51am, haaha. cam btl. and guess what, i dont really understand what the hell the movie was talking about. ok, understand abit ah. but, my rated is 7 out 10. ending jer best. my neck was aching sia. and ain slept for the last part. bdo. but, BORING AH.

okay, enuf about yesterday.

Today, is national day. Happy birthday singapore. but, me&bby got no plans. while the road is close. but, we conferm meeting alyn&itik. & maybe helmi&ain too.

then go enjoy the fireworks jek.

conferm pack. i hate crowds.

thats all.

zhiela.

2009-08-08T16:50:00.002+08:00

peek-a-boo.

i just woke up just now about 5plus. and straight to lappy before my brother got it.

mama tgh masak, smells nice and my tummy calling the ayam. slurpp.

yesterday, plan with ain and helmi and bby, go play L4D at dhoby ghaut. but eventually some bby friends said no need to go, and stay here lepak. sial ah. lepak, at fajar, maen card, bbl2 da? some of them fed-up already minom. same goes to me. boring sia.. tol tak ain.

and yesterday ella came to work place, while waiting for somone. then we talk bout that fcuking virus, alot of stories lah siul. and its been quite sometimes seen i last talk with ella this long. hehe. miss her lah.

bby senyapp jer. sleeping lah tu. idk where we are gg ltr. maybe go play L4D, join pah? haha

maybe gg to the hospital visit wani&yasir. they've met an accident at killiney rd. i pity wani sia, her left or right groin patah, leg fractured. rabak per. must go and see her.

okoklah tummy, nk makan eh.

ok lah young ppl.

gooda day..

zhielaaa

2009-08-06T05:21:00.002+08:00

Good morning sleepyheads.

i should be sleeping now, but i cant. So im gonna update my blog for today. I just came back home just now from slacking with friends including ain who have been slacking at fajar for days.

kesian kau. nxt time kiter lepak cck okay? hehhe.

Just now, while i was in my bed. i was like thinking bout my bbylove non-stop. every single minute, he'll be there in my mind. And i also felt like post today blog about him. hmn.

You, you'll be in my heart.

Yes, you'll be in my heart.

From this day on, Now and forever more.

You'll be in my hear.

No matter what they say,

You'll be right here in my arms,

always.

Dear love,

everyday, everynight, every minute. you'll be there here in my heart.

no matter what happens, you'll still be my babylove.

As time goes by and afew more days, will be our 26th monthsary. Time goes so fast that we barely know when was the last time we spent together. we're both busy with our each other work. To work hard for us. i really appreciate you having here in my life, guiding me all the way till now.

to me, you are my everything. i even tell people that you're my greatest one.

oh dear, i love you so much with all my heart and soul.

thats all peeps.

good day.

Zhiela("v")Dino

2009-08-05T01:13:00.002+08:00

hey you.

second posts of the day, i just came back from slacking with the others. you dont know who.

plus bby too. im so bored. dari tadie siul. im so hungry, dari tadie siul. haha.

tommorow working, i hate it.

saturday salary i love it.im waiting!

This sunday ader under age party, but idk want to go or not. anybody wanna tag along? i forgot ah where. haha. 50/50 ah nk pegi. i dont know lah.

currently bby pass to go back camp lost, now he's finding so desperately. cian dier.

ok, thats all.

apape picet, ahaha.

Zhiela lah. :)

2009-08-04T15:45:00.002+08:00

hey young world.

today is my off day, yet so boring. i've been sitting infront of this lappy for hours.

nthg to do sey.

bby is inside camp, sleeping i guess.

as you can see, i just changed my blogskin. fazzy help me to change aah. i still dont know how to change blogskin since the first time i blog, that was like a few years ago. haha. and my music s hiding behind. i did that. i dont know where to put ahhhh. then somemore my lappy lagged nk mampuuus.

anyway, last sunday i went to ilham bbq pit, due to thier 5th year annivesary.

i didnt overnight there lah, but ard 5plus in the morning then go home. i mean, bby house.

guess what, we slept the whole day siaaa, 9pm then wake up. haha. giler babi. after that off to meet the others, lepak at my void deck. cukop time balek. tu part mcm sial, cannot sleep until 4plus.then i wake up ard 1plus, cannot siaa. tommorow working dey. thats all.

national day is on sunday, idk where bby want to go. conferm pack. road close lah ape lah.

and then monday not working!! heheh.

im so bored, entertain me la?

nvm, i go play game.

ehhhh, lapar pulak, mama nk makan!!

BYE.

Zhielaa.

2009-08-02T16:37:00.002+08:00

hello loved ppl.

i have been so lazy these day. i also dont know why lah. lazy to do anything. now, i havent bath, havent pack my things for bbq pit later and even choose what to wear later. mampos.lazy, haiya. enuf bout me.

yesterday was great. although was a last minute plan. still turns out well. except for the waiting part eh ain? haha. sumer malas nk upload gmbr biler da update. haha. aku pon ah. then after pool, sumer nk jalan. then left me&ain again.

but we called bbylove and helmi to fetch us.hehe. when they reach cineleisure. dont know where to go. then atlast, come out with a plan go play left 4 dead. seraaam siul. that was bbylove first time playing L4D, but not me. hahah. tol tk gfs?haha.

ps: ida&dolly.. kter kuar time puase okay.. dont worry lah. imy babies.

oklaah, thats all.

zhielakerzieggyziegy? :)

2009-07-28T15:16:00.002+08:00

Okay, fact nye bbl. I MISs MY LONG HAIR!!

it takes a few years sia my hair to be long again.

haiyaa. enough about hair lah. benci.

currently now eating, updating& boring.

idk what to update about but. something wonders ard my pinky brain.

ooooh yaaaa.

girlfriends, sblm puase nie.. kter go out mkn ah. on the 15th, fanna and ecar pon salary da out. kiter makn busaaaak punye ahh. 15th august falls on the saturday. so im telling you girls 3weeeks in advance. taw nieeeeee.

ohhh yaaa, and one more thing,

nothing. bye!

zhielaaa.

2009-07-23T19:34:00.002+08:00

Hey young world.
today had been a lazy day for me. naaah. idk why? sial ah, i wake up from bed was like 630pm siaa. tak giler tu? standby malam takle tido jer, tu part meyumpah.

maybe later meeting bbylove, he's now at cck esso, go meet his squad trainee. now, im bored at home. playing lappy.

okay, today post wont be entertaining. i gtg now!

nak maen game!

ZHiELaaaaaaaaaaaaawati :)

2009-07-22T00:31:00.003+08:00

hello cute&not-cute ppl. :)

hey its been awhile since i last update.

okay, first thing i wanna share... last saturday, me&bby finally celebrate our 2 years anniversary. supposingly belated ah. our 25th monthsary nyer eve ah. hehe.

just something simple but romantic.. for me ahh.

we went to sheng shiong and NTUC to buy somethings to cook. haha, i cooked my first dish that was black pepper chicken. and bbylove cooked spaggetti. haha. naseb baek our cooking turns out well. i got the pictures of that day, but i dont think its nice to see. pasal borinng. ok lah. 1 picture.

sorry about the lightning, thats is the candle. we had our very first time DIY-candlelit dinner. i had it at bbylove house. i love the celebration. and also theres candle all over the place, even inside bbylove crib. hehe. thats all. after that,,,,,, we lepak ngan kawan! haha. okay, enough about anniversary.

okay, yesterday i met dayah, acab and norain at fajar right after work. then lepaak, lepaaak. talk cock.... until acab miss his train. haha. we lepak until 3plus. then atlast they took cab to go home. bo piann. haha. and then today, i met dayah, acab and norain AGAIN, heheh. at dayah home. paint the rooom to pink colour.. irritating colour. tak abes2 ngan pink kau tom. until my jeans got paint. cb tol. and the reward, MACHIKEN. baek per. hahah. then lepak, and played card. until 10plus, then i off to fajar to meet bby pulak. lepak until 12 then here i am.

thats all for today. im so exhausted.bye!

i love bbylove.

Zhielaaaaaa eh. :)

2009-07-16T15:12:00.002+08:00

hey young world.
sorry bout the picture, lazy to rotate.
ok, i gg to update short and simple, because my chinese show starts in 15mins time. okok.
yesterday was a very bored day for me because i'd went home early and also the next day which is today im not working,,
and now, im also bored. because nthg to do. but later gg out to meet bby and gg to have a bikewash with the others. but dont where.

kla, thats all.
i miss michael jackson.
zhielaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

2009-07-15T01:31:00.004+08:00

Hey, just came back home from lepak-ing with the guys.
nthg to update actually. BUT, i wanna share with you all this video.
Klakar giler.
click on this http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YNatqCzF_Ns
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FQt-h753jHI
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SfLm9_DBkOo&feature=related
thats all.
BYE!

2009-07-13T00:19:00.002+08:00

ahhh haallo.
just came back from makan with bby, talib and pel at alip.

fuuuuh, yesterdaaaaaaay. i had fun lah siol. waiting for shasha for like an hour. noraina didnt turnup. hmmph, but still had fun ah. I felt tipsy sia yesterday. after so looooong never vomiiit. then still want to eat fries. then vomiit fries again. HAHAH. kecoh aah dayah&shasha. dayah didnt drink.. BUT.. OOp! tk blg eeh.
shasha drink afew cups. thanks to dayah for telling shasha that the drink sucks so much. Naseb baek abes. aahk. Then while waiting for dino, i slept macam bdk terbiaaaar. thanks to dayah for lending your lap. best ah tido. felt better. eh dayah&acab, acting korang buleeh tahan lah eh. i lazy to upload picture ahh.

tommorow working.. alaah. malasnyer aku.
oklah, thats all for today..

i love girlfriends like you giler girls okay?
Zhielaaaa ahk.

2009-07-11T00:37:00.002+08:00

Hey young world.

Just came back from town with bby just now after work.

Guess what ppl?? Me and my bbylove took the MRT instead of riding bike.

Well, the story was i forced him to take MRT. haha. he meet me at tanjong pagar MRT, then off to town by MRT. hahah. i cant beliiiiveee this! haha. me and bby was like, are we sure we are inside the train? we kept looking at each other and Laugh. no reasons and just laugh. giler kan? haha. But, this will only be awhile, i mean bbylove wont take mrt again or maybe once a year. lagi skali dier mepek sgt. and then at town, we stopped at orchard and walk to ochard central. *padahal boleh turon somerset. hee. waste time ah. Waaaaaah, the OC escalator damn fucking high siaaa. but so far, alot of nice shops in there. goodgood:] that is all about bby today.

girlfriends, when are we gg to gather again sey. to be frank, i upset when one by one cant make it. might as well no need to plan anything or tell in advance. once in awhile, we girls meet up. And do random thing. i work as a part time, because there's a part of a reason that i want to hang ard with you girls too. not by MIA, keep silence all the way till one of us text one another.

im looking foward for tommorow, but i guess it didnt turn up well.

hais, dayah.. nmpk nyer kiter due jerlaaa minom. ajak jerla laki kau skali.

Thats all about today,

till here.

Zhiela(=_='')

Ps; Girlfriends, i miss you babes... please make yourself free one day.

For ONLY one day.

2009-07-09T00:24:00.002+08:00

Hey young world.

oi ppl, there's something new came to my life. haha. *mepek.

my hairstyling course, actually i work for full time. But last week, my boss, linda.

Ask me to work as part time, because i always mc. haha. so i agreed with it. So now, i work on monday, wednesday & friday. hahah. baek peeer. tapie, salary half jer. wont tell you. some of you will know it one day. haha. happy giler ah. tomorrow, NO WORKING BEBEH. hahaah.

salary is OOOOOOOOOOOOOUT. and i'd already spent nearly 100. giler ehh? never buy clothes, but my toiletries stuff. haha.

currently listening to michael jackson songs. i miss him so much! I AGREED to what dayah post about MJ. i also cried about him too. i just cant believe that he's gone.. Just like that.

MJ, no one cant replace you. the king of pop.

Thats all for today.

I LOOOOOVE MJ.

Zhielaa ah. ='(

2009-07-06T23:55:00.002+08:00

Hey, sorry bout the long time never update.

busy ahh, actually not that busy, my little brothers use lah.

ntg to update ah. malas.

thats all.

I MISS MICHAEL JACKSON.

lots love, zieLAH.

2009-06-30T14:43:00.004+08:00

Yesterday plan, goes out well.

actually, this was a last minute plan. norain accompany me go to poly take mc because i felt swollen near my spine, then thought of meeting our gfs to at night. So, we tried to sms everyone, i meant gfs. And most of them were free. accept for fanna who was working.

sorry about the picture. im so lazy to rotate it.

alaaah, make the pictures to elobrate more ah.

last but not least.

RIP MICHAEL JACKSON

1985-2009

the news about his death is now in every corner of the world.

may you rest in peace.

im so sad that he's gone. "you are not alone" is my favourite song.

thats all.

i love you MJ.

Zhielaaa.

2009-06-27T22:28:00.005+08:00

Hello.

Today was an exhausted day. As i thought, today sure will be alot of customer. busy gileeer.

i finish work around 7.30pm. but, supposingly finish at 6pm. got this one customer with a stubborn hair which dont want to straight. Then ot till 7.30. mcm soyaal. And when i was on my way home. i slept, and was head banging. penat siul.

later will be out to *bbqpit. meet bby at fajar first. but not sure what time. im so the penat, but dont want to stay home. common' its saturday baby! im not gg to sit at home dg nothing. enjoy life to the fullest. tomorrow not working maaah. of not im already be sleeping. my eyes are closing. no energy to do anything.

I miss my friends, my bestest group of friends.

To all of you out there, hopefully you read this. and not just passing by.

Dearest friends, when was the last time we met? hey, im refering to my dear donut friends.

when do you think all of us will be meeting again? i really miss you hunks&babes. you guys, are the always one who made me laughing all the way. and that was last year. during school times. do you think we will just do our own thing and forget about each other? well, i will not think such thing like that. where are you guys? you guys fine? hows life? i just want to remind you guys that, you all was my greastest friends that i ever had. i wont forget about you all.

Thats all.

I LOVE YOU MY GREATEST FRIENDS.

Zhiela(=_=)

2009-06-27T00:13:00.002+08:00

HeyhoHALO.

this picturee is dedicated to you FATASS.

okay, the main post for today waaaas, i watched TRANSFORMER 2 yesterday night! wooooah, poweeer kedeebaah. must see movie sia nie. i feel like i want to watch again for the second time.

me and bby were waiting for this movie for so long! and maaaaaybe, there will be transfomer 3. i guess.

Anyway, i just came back from bukit and met bby& his friends. then, hang around there.. then cukop time baalek. due to yesterday late night movie, i dont have enough time to sleeep sia. But, yet today sleep late. haha. just now me&bby got abit of quarrel i think. about money. haha. but now okay already. hehee.

To bbylove, whether there's easy or hard time. We'll still go through it together keh.

i reeally love you lah, apek. :D

okay, i guess i need a sleep now. tomorrow sure will be a busy day. alot of customer made appointment, conferm penat giler.

okaylah, gtg.

goodaanite!

I HATE YOU FATASS.

love, zhiela (n_0)

2009-06-25T00:55:00.002+08:00

Hey, im back home. from work to bby cribs.

we have a talk just now. a talk about how things gg on and makesure things are allright.

And came home, bby came just now. because mama ajak bby makan. Our super late night supper.ahah. mee hoon soto! soooooodaap! gemok jgk aku.

Anyway, things were getting okay. Thanks ella, for accepting my apology. imy.

GIRLFRIENDS, MANER KORANG AAAH? BILER MAU JUMPE NIE???

Thats all. gdnite!

im so happy, zhiela ^_^

2009-06-24T00:31:00.002+08:00

heeeloo dumdum.
currently, i just came back home. from slacking with pel, bby, talib and fyzah.

This picture was taken on my anny. thanks to noraina:) i request for it. imy babe.

things seems to be okay, except for the fatass story. Ella, im sorry okay. wont do it again. promise. friends?hmmn.

i miss my gfs, biler nk juuuumpeeee lah dey?

post for today will be short&simple. Timecheck; 12.37am. gotta sleep now. and the same routine, dragging my legs to wooooork. i hate it.

okay loooh, thats all.

To my friends, anybody out there.. I MISS YOU GUYS! (random thoughts uh?) hehee.

Lots of love, zhiela ok?

2009-06-23T01:00:00.002+08:00

heyhoHELLO.

firstly im not gg to talk about work. as usual, BORING.

okay, after work. i met norain at bpp. she, called me and ask to slack ard bp. Infact she called other gfs. But they're not free. we had a "talk alot" time just now. about school. and stuff.

For after somtimes, i last met till today. Then, we're damn bored, and called alot of ppl but atlast fanna and ami came down. so ard 1215 we went home, due to lrt time. and now here i am, sitting infront of this lappy. i miss you gfs. where are you??

To irritating ppl, hey you idk who. Stop irritate ppl life's. i didnt disturb yours. so get the hell away from here. think lah, i know im wrong. do you think that im gg to talk bad about her. no. its the fatass who im talking about. you dont know who. just ask ppl for more info. suddenly spam ppl tag and named nick&annoymous. well thats annoying. enough talking about you bad guys. go awaaaay.

bby, is overnight-ing at talib cribs. reason; cant sleep. hopefuly you dont maen giler. bby had been slacking around for quite somtimes. i told him about this, and still the same. idk lah.

i know i love you.

okay, thats all for today.

god is love.

Zhielalah.

2009-06-21T22:47:00.002+08:00

Hey young world.

i like this picture, itis soooo cute. hehee.

Today was a boring day for me, i met bby then 6 plus, bby went back camp.

Then, i reach home, watch finding nemo, hehe, the adorable show.

and then now im here updating.

im craving for ciggies now. huuuuhu.

Anyway, there's some probs here. this is not refering to my gfs okay.

This is to a fatass.

hey you, i know about your past, and its horrible. same like the other one. why eh? is your life difficult? why you should talk bad about ppl? and make lies, give the wrong story, i mean info's.

bodo eh kau. PEOPLE LIKE YOU JUST TALK WORLD, GET IT? hey gfs, i think you know this fatass. especially dayah. you hate her most. hahah. maaann, sickening virus.

Thats all for today. gg to sleep now.

Love me lots.

ZHIELA.

2009-06-19T12:30:00.003+08:00

greetings.
main post of the day is Happy 2years anniversary to me and bbylove! heheee. im so happy that i can believe that itis already 2 years! hmmn, and yaah, i didnt go to work due to my backbone prob. i went for an xray yesterday to see if there anything happen to backbone. infact, the results shows that i got scoliosis.some sort like this. painful siaa. seram sey.
actually i lazy to update. haha.

thats all. btw, pssst, biel, happy birthday dear.

loves,
zhielaaaa.

2009-06-17T00:11:00.002+08:00

Hey loves..

today has been a tiring day for me, due to work. maann, i hate working at that salon. everyday, 11hours, one day off. like cb. i miss my time where i got my free time.. i miss my bby when he got his first book out.. i miss bby when he cuddle with me.. i miss bby bg pampered by me.. hmmn, idk why i've been emotional these few days. felt like there's something wrong around me. but i have no idea what it is..

tomorrow bby is gg to Obar with his friends. i gave you my trust on you and dont you misuse it ok. nothing to do tomorrow without bby. there were a few underage party gg on these few days. i feel like gg, but i didnt go for it because i have second thoughts for bby too. i scare he will think such nonsense like im feeling right now. i wonder if he think of that. hmmn. alaah, whatever itis, he's still gg. im scared. You wont know what and how im feeling right now. Forget bout it.

parents have been showing me their black face. i hate it. Let they be. how long they want to treat me like that its their choice.

Life is just fucking irritating when there's problem wondered ard my mind.

thats all.

it still me, zhiela.

2009-06-15T02:10:00.003+08:00

Hello my little angel. Today is my bbylove birthday.

As time goes by.. He's already 22! that is 5years older than me. naah, its okay. age doenst matter for me. What matter is your heart.. i love you huwaaaaat. Anyway, yesterday after work i went to town with my friends shida and zura. To buy my bby a present. So i with my plasticbag full of cupcakes for bby and my bag which i always bring to work. Da macam nyoya jual tissue. hmnp, looking for bby a present was like so hard. i went to heeren to look for wallet. i went up and down the escalator cause i cant make the decision what type of wallet i want to buy. But atlast i bought the wallet. hmnph!

Then off to cineleisure hang ard there. cukop time balek.

Then, i reach home about 11plus. pack my things and meet my friend to get the party starting.(step maner nye party je) The so-called party was fun infact i slept fo awhile due working. kejaaap je. We sang, we drunk, we ate cupcakes, we played game and we talk cocks. and thats it. hehe.

Till the next day , me and bby went to town to watch movie. We watch the NATM 2, itis quite boring, cause i thought itis so hilarous but not. abiit only ah. haaaiya, im so exhuasted. i need to sleep now. malas nk bbl banyak. bye gdnite.

ps: Happy birthday love! may all your dreams come true. hope you like the wallet and the cupcakes. i love you so much with all my heart and soul..

Lots of loves,

Zhielaa:)

2009-06-12T00:48:00.002+08:00

helo strawbeery jam.

Today was a very tiring day for me. and irritating day for me. because i kept spending my money to buy my toiletries things for myself. alaah you know girls. i kept buying this and thats. As i already know that i've no much money to buy this and that. and also because bby birthday will be celebrate it this saturday night. because his birthday falls on monday. and who the hell is gg to celebrate it on onday. tak baek aku.. hehe. ily b.. dont worry sayang, i'll spent the time with you keh.. okay, back to the topic.. And yaah, 2years anny is also nxt week and falls on friday.. and i yet to buy presents for love. haiyaaaaaa. hopefully one day rain pours money not water.*mepek*

im feeling dizzy now. from just now siaa. sitting in the bus otw home was like i was having a rollercoaster ride. *mcm aku perna naek rollercoaster gtu kan* i feel like vomitting sey. mabok kebayang aku.. okay, time check; 1258am. time to sleep okay. thats all for today.

please make the moneyrain.

Zhielaaaaa=)

2009-06-07T16:16:00.002+08:00

Hey young world.
Currently im at bby cribs. i've got nothing to do but look at what bby is dg.
i've got no plan today. no money bebeh.. Salary is out tommorow. Mcm sial lamer giler nk tngu, after 2pm then can withdraw money.

Yesterday shasha birthday, now another ppl birthday coming up. bby 22nd birthday.. on 15th.. And also our 2years anniversary on the 19th... We dont have money and have not plan what to do, where to go.. haiyaaa. any idea to go or do for our anny? what to do and where to go and in the cheapest way.. budget siuul.. laaah i really need to think about that seriously..

okla, nothing to say now..
gtg..
i love god..
ZHIELAAAH lapar..

2009-06-06T01:13:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY SHASHABBY!

Helo amazing ppl. Today is my shashabby legal day taw! i went to her house and also bought her i cute mini donut for her. Actually, there's plan di sebalik nye. But the cock-up plan i made was destroyed by me. Because i OT at work and i must stayback because i was in charged of the counter. i reached her house ard 1230am. BUt thats okay kan? i hope you like the cake bby. And also another wish to you.

Happy 18th birthday my dear shasha, may all your dreams come true. And work for the time while you're not schooling now. i will be happy for you for everything. you are one of my friend list that cannot be replaced.EVER. you are the best besfriend i ever had. school days have past. time to learn abt adults already, kakak oi. hehe. thats all dear. I love you.

Just now i met bby for short time, it was like 5mins and off to sent me home. and he went to makan with his friends. his birthday and our 2years anny is just ard the corner. and yet have no plans to go where.

Im so exhausted now. i need to sleep due to tommorow, working. macam siAL. an d my leg smelly. hahah. malas. ok, gtg meet my hunk at pulau bantal.

i love you& i miss you GFS.

Zhielalaaaaa. gdnite.

2009-05-31T01:17:00.002+08:00

hey yo.
currently im at bby cribs, alone waiting for him to come home. he finish work at 3am and that is a few hours later. im so bored now, using his laptop till he come home. haiya.

Just now after work i met dayah and acab at bugis. because acab want to buy a shoe. But unfortunately the shoe that he wants dont have. So off to town, drop off at somerset and went to cineleisure to for look his shoe. But again, dont have the shoe that he wants. and then we went to heeren, and atlast he bought his shoe. But not want he wants. alaaah, as long he is happy. haha. then off to mcafe lido, and chill there. We talk2, but i forget about what. and acab showed his amazing magic tricks that i am asking myself from just, how he did it. blurrr lah jap. then after time past, go home lorh. my leg were aching due to my highheels that i wore to work just now.

talking about work, it been 3 months i've been working for kimarie. and 9 more month to go. but im not sure if want to continue or not. but, most probably im leaving after 1year. suffer like hell. everyday work, 11hours. and yaah, its been 3 mth and its time to change branch. supposingly, i kena transfer to other outlet. But, i must extend 1mth there, where im currently working now. to teach the new apprentice about the cash register. ayaaai. So, july then i transfer to other branch lorh. lambat sebulan. but, lucky ahh. What i heard some other outlet, busy rabak and timing pon rabak. i prefer working at tpp then other outlet. hmn. hopefully, i dont kena transfer at the new outlet at the new shoopping centre, orchardcentral. that was located at town. surely, the place busy like hell. okay, enough talking about work.

im so hungry now, i havent eat any proper food today. alahai, senang kate, i havent eat pon.
hopefully bby bring back fries from his work. im so kelaparan.

kla, thats all for today.
I HATE WORKING.
ZHielalalalaaaaalalalaaalaalalaLAPAR. =__=

2009-05-28T23:50:00.005+08:00

Hello love ones. anything new?

Correct! my hair is new! i cut it short beb.

Well it looks much more better than my long hair uh? My long looks damaged, dry, and old.

actually, my bf who was the one who ask me to cut it short, bt he wants me to cut concave, which was my old hair. yaah, i know my concave hair looks sucks. anyway, here's my new look. how? okay not? cooomment plssss. Btw, im not obsessed with my hair ah, to whoever know me when something new to me, they know wht will happen

i was bored actually, waiting for bby to come home from the cinema tooks afew hours, now its already 12 and ive waited for more then 3 hours. ishk. btw, i just came back from work amd straight to the lappy. because im excited to tell you all about my new hair, fyi bby have not seen my hair yet. haha. Baru smlm plan, daaaah gunting. settle.

3 days ago, i went lari anak2 with shashabby. wwoah, we jog which was about the whole bukit panjang, and it took ard 1 hour. hmmm, good ah. hhaha. it was last minute, on the day, i was my way home after work. Then ive got nothing to do at home. first i tot of lepak. Then, when i think back. jogging much more better the to merempat. tol tak shashabby? hehe. i was semangat at that time, and guess what? i leg cramp the next day, mcm soyal. shashabby, when is our pe lesson coming next? hahaa.

btw, i took this Q&A for fun, because im bored.

just look and read.

1. Besides your lips,where is your favourite spot to get kiss?

forehead loh.
2. How do you feel when you wake up this morning?

i dont want to go to work, should i take mc? hmph.
3. Who was the last person you took photo with?

dino khairul. i guess.
4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?

i think so? to my parents.
5. Would you ever donate blood? donate ??

of course lah. or maybe let me think first.
6. Have you ever had a best friend who was the opposite sex?

yesss. still do, they will never be replaced.
7. Do you want someone dead?

dont know?
8. What does your last message says?

"dabes tgk wayang msg" to bby lah.
9. What are you thinking right now?

what im gg to wear to work tomorrow.
10. Do you wish someone to be with you right now?

yeeeep, my sex partner, dino khairul.
11. What is the time you go to bed last night?

one plus. agaknye.
12. Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing rightnow?

dont know? bby sis gave it to me.
13. Is someone on your mind?

bow wow. i love you!
14. Who was the last person who texted you?

dino khairul laaaaaah.
10 random people to do this survey.

1. shasha bby

2. dayah tom

3. iika

4. fazzy

5. noraina

6. aan

7. apic

8. aidil

9. hasnim

10. hazli
16. Who is no. 2 having relationship with?

asyraf, chaaby dier lah.
17. Is no. 3 a male or female?`

` Female.
18. If no. 7& no.10 get together, would it be a good thing?

making jokes ah? they both guys sial.
19. What is no. 1 studying about?

how to be a housewife and how to cook for the family. hahahaha.
20. When was the last time you had a chat with them?

what? who?
21. Is no. 4 single?

ooouhNOOO.
22. Say something about no. 3

a sweet girl, which every guy wants.
23. What do you think about no.3 & no.5 being together?

halo? lesbo? you must be crazy.
24. Describe no. 9.

ouh him, shasha bby bf, why?
25. What will you do if no. 6 & no. 7 fight?``

CRY!
26. Do you like no. 8?``

hmmmmn, my kawan laki.

oklah, thats all for today.

i think i love my hair ah. eehe.

Zhielalalalalaaaah.

2009-05-19T00:58:00.002+08:00

Heylo couples in the world.

today is my 23rd monthsary with my dear boyfriend. My motive to update my blog is to give my dear boyfriend to read this. So, just listen out to what im gg to say okay.

"babylove, its been nearly 2 years we have been together. i really appreciate what you've done to me, all these year. I treasured every single love that you gave me. Im so sorry about my sturbborness towards you. Now, that is an awful thing to remember. Actually love, what i really wanted to say was, you are my true love, without you in my life.. i just wont be living anymore.. I hope our relationship do last long till death do us apart . I love you so much and forever will. The phrase that i will always kept in mind to say it to you. So once more baby, Happy 23rd Monthsary. "

Thats all for today.

I LOVE YOU, LOVE.

Zhielalaaa.

2009-05-16T17:32:00.002+08:00

heyho.
currently at home now. didnt go to work as i got 2 days mc. sorry about yesterday post, sotsot siket and i've delete it.

waiting for bby to come home now, he's from bedok go meet talib there. dont know for what reason. hmn. Later will be gg out, but have not plan yet where to go. the first thing came in mind, TOWN. again and again. haiz.

anyway, why i have 2 days mc was because i've caught a fever, having a slight flu and a bad sore throat. *coughcough* =_= i got swine flu kot. haha. CHOY!

hmn, i miss my gfs everyday and every night. biler nk jmper sia, rayer aru nk jmper ke?i guess so. dont you think so babes? When was the last time we gather? all of us were there? hmn, i think when our N's results were out. haiya.

so bored. kla, gtg.
I hate fever.
Zhielalaaaaaa.

2009-05-12T22:36:00.002+08:00

Firstly, Happy belated mothers day to my dear mother.

and happy belated birthday to my nephew, shafiq.

i wont update too much today.Cause im so lazy.

btw, the picture of me and my mother was the first picture i took with her for after so long.

the picture will be a memories on my mind.

anyway, im so tired today, due to boredness. some more i kept coughing from just now. swine flu kot? mepek. aku tk mkn babi pe. haha

im waitnig for bby to otw here, my blk. i need ciggies bebeh.

kla, that all jerla. nk shishi.

bye. i love my mother.

Zhielaaaaa.

2009-05-08T00:36:00.002+08:00

haluu. today have been a bloody tiring day although there are not much customer.

i just came back home from my void deck. i met my bby there and also with his friends, helmi and talib. and yah, i cut helmi's hair just now. bahahahah. ader petak! i use the shaver, and it was my first time using it. nyahahah! and btw, his hair is all over now poking me. cbtol.

tomorrow, friday. yehaaaaa! shopping beb besok mlm! da gaji lahkan... and another yehaaaaa! bby can collect his bike tommorow. kiter riding2 keh bby? alaaah, tgh running in, boring lah. i've been waiting for this for so long. ATLAAAAAST, *pheew ^_^"

hahah, saturday holiday!!!! wuhoooooooo. tak keje....... tidooooooooo lah lamer-lamer.... heheheheheh.

Btw, dayah, happy 4years anniversary in advance! last long bby!

kla, thats all for today. not much storyy laahh.

i love public holiday=_=

Zhiela eyyyy:)

2009-05-06T22:41:00.003+08:00

Hey bby hey.. i just came home 15mins ago from work. currently status is HUNGRY. =_=
brother is irritaing by my side reading what im gg to post. hmn, because he wants to play this lappy again. i didnt use it yesterday you know due to my head, having bad migrain yerterday. siak btl. Work just know was so free, a few customer came in. hmn, sales rabak. haha.

Btw, justnow nana my ex classmate came down to my workplace to meet me. for fun. for after afew months we have not met. hmmn. moments of secondary school, i really treasured it so much. i wish i could be there. argh. and yah, just now when i was inside the train otw home, i forget to bring back my phone siaaa. i left my phone at work sia... so now im phoneless. =_=

Bby is now inside the camp, because he got no bike to go out. hmn. he's gg to take back his bike this friday. hopefully the bike is ready. Then go riding lah, ape lagi. kalo masy blom siap jgk, aku tak tawu nk ckp ape lah ehhhh. Sot jerla kau nnti. i miss my bby lah sey. takble ahh tk jmpe.

cb ah my brother keep asking me for comp, aru maen. bodoh btl.

kla, thats all for today.
and btw, ade bdk kurang kasih sayang spam aku nyer tag, so layan kan ye.
tak kuase aku. mati tknk.

i love dino khairul^.^
Zhielawati:D

2009-05-03T23:38:00.005+08:00

Hey bbys,
currently listening to music that reminds my gfs. they crossed my mind... and yaa, i miss them.
how i wish it was 2008 forever... where everybody was there.. hmn.. i miss then alot..

today, things wasnt that interesting to tell. hmn...
my mood is now in a sad mood, because i miss my gfs so badly..

i think i'll just make this picture elobrate more about my mood today...

Btw, this picture was taken yesterday..

Specially dedicated to; shasha, norain noraina...

Some pictures are so ugly, yet memorable..

thats all, i love friends.

Zhiela, imysm.

2009-05-02T20:19:00.002+08:00

Hey lololow.
im in a situation of gg to the toilet and poopoot. But i will update this fast and simple.
Work just know was so boring. Luckily there's no last minute customer. Go home exact 6pm. haha. Then off to mr teh tarik coffeehouse, minom kopi with shasha(kimarie) and his bf. Get offered to tompang his car. and i go for the ride lorh. so far, the car is cool. haha.

Dayah just called, asked me out to play pool at btp. gg to the toilet in a short while. Then, siap2, off to tasik. Where i was suppose to meet them.

Kla, thats all. update you more about today tomorrow.
Nyte!
I miss gfs.

Zhiela ah:)

2009-05-02T02:13:00.003+08:00

Heylo. good morning everyone. Just came home from town. Just know i met dayah is tom at town. The plan was very last minute, i was at bbylove cribs lying at his bed*tergolek-golek*

Then dayah called ajak meet at town. Then siap2 go meet her lah, bo plan maah. i met her at town, she was with her bf, then go jalan2 at town. then at 12 alek lah. We talk about world lah, doomsday lah. mcm2 ader. Acab talk with bbylove while walking about his plan to buy a bike after he got a licence. boys with toys lah kater kan. Then me&tom biase jgk, gossip. haha. nk ajak gf's da kol brp. kalo kt bp tkper lah. kat town. For after so long i've not taken a picture with her, here's the picture of me and her lah. got one only..

Bbylove got his forgetfool day today. so piss off with him jap tadie. he keeps laughing at himself for being forgetfool today. gile. And btw, about bby's bike.. he left his bike at jb bikeshop because the bike inner thing bnyk yg damaged. i was very pissed off wih him. he needs to down engine his bike tht cost a few ringgits which is a very big amount. although itis ringgit, but still mahal nk mampos. sabar je. So till now, i've yet to see his bike. i must wait until next week after his bike is already okay. waah, peh lamer. ishk. dont want to talk about this lah. makes me mad aje.

At home, everybody seems weird ah. gile kot. kalo malas nk layan aku. jgn tanye apape ah. i was again pissed off with second brother, danial. i want to use the comp, and he still continue playing his fucking game. cb tol. aku bbl baek2 tknk kasy. nk kene pekek aru nk kasy. otak mati btl. ps2 game, laptop game. bdo. geram siul, aku pecahkan cdrom aru tawu. cb.

Tomorrow aku working sia. huhuhuuhuh. malas nyer. NO, i must not think like that. I LIKE WORKING.=.= hais. i also dont want to talk bout this.

Btw to shasha and hasnim. happy 3rd monthsary. last long my dear gf. ily.

kla, gotta be snoring now.

i love my dinosaur.

Zhielaaa taw.=_=

2009-04-30T22:55:00.002+08:00

Hey, currently at home just finish eating pizza tht mummy ordered for supper. hahaah.

Just came home also from work, work seems boring these days, without customer coming in. Gosh, i gg to sleep sia waiting for customer. ader aah, tertdo jgk ahh, headbanging siul. i've regret choosing the traineeship, hairstyling. bloody tired and cant stand it siul. i know fazzy were having these feelings. same here ah. Btw, dad just bought a laptop for the family, haha. kental. aku tawu ah. Im not gg to use it always, when im working day till night, come home with the sleepy face. No time beb.

Anyway, it been so long since i last update ehh. aku tawu jgk. heehe. No time, infact, i got no computer to use maah, long time no meet my lovely friends. Except for shasha, that i've just met on last sunday. i went to her house, lepak2 and cut her hair. haha. do you like it? haha. anybody wants to wash, dye, cut(trim je) called me lah ye. im not gg to be free always ah, ph and sundays availaible . tapi rokok nk kene ader kn lah. bukan sekotak, brape btg pon jadi lah...

my bbylove is now at jb, due to his new bike. KR back to basic. *mepek*

But i felt relief lah after changing his bike, his super4 already sold just now. i've yet to see the bike. i was waiting this for quite a number of days. i prefer KR then his super4. *bynk songeh ke aku?* hmn. maybe i'll be sleeping over bbylove cribs today. must wait for him to come home, from just now sey.cbtoltol.

Life's wasted, into this line. Makes me tired without fail. ph and sundays is my only off day. like what kan. no life btl lah. kontol.

cant wait for my salary to be in my account maaaan. no money nie. nk shopping nieeee.

haiya, lepas makan isap rokok kan sedap................... no rokok liaoooo.

Kla, thts all for today. tired lah nk rest jap.

i love god.

Zhielaaaa eh. =.=

2009-04-05T00:08:00.002+08:00

Hey friends.

currently at sayang cribs. and yah, infront of its laptop. gg out soon to meet my friends at fajar court. And drink bebeh. bby friend bought the Bombay Sapphire when he's bck to singapore from brunei due to his NS. But unfortunately, bby friend is inside his camp and cannot join us tonight although he bought this. He gave us the permission to drink first wihout him. and btw, his not a drinker thoh. shasha knows who is he. Helmi. kau kenal kan. hahah. tak percaye eh dier minom. bahaha.
i'll be sleeping over sayang house today. So its easier and safer to drink while not driving me home. Just walked together to his home after drinking which i dont know what time. mesti lambat taw nie. okeh pe.

Anyway, before i reached here. i was from esplanade with the kimarie apprentice. lepak lah after work. ahha. sedih saturday pon keje. haha. naseb baek aku tak keje besok. tak mcm budak small tu kan. heheh.
Then go home pack my baju and straight to bby house.
kla, thats all what i wanna share about today.
i damn miss my gf.
GOD IS LOVE.
ZHielalalalalalal:)

2009-04-04T00:28:00.003+08:00

HIE.
Currently at bby cribs. sitting down infront this laptop makes me sleepy.
just came back from work, so tiring. i need to go for massage. my body aching, one day off is not enough. btl tk fazzy? 6days, 11hours of working. bored.
Wash ppl smelly hair, until my hand got itchy and pain because i scratch the itchyness.
germs all over my hands. nbcb. dont know how to wash hair isit. stupid.
Salary is ard the corner........ not sure if can go shopping this time. my salary is not that much after minus all the minutes and mc money. flowing down the drain.
i cant wait till 7april, hopefully my salary terlebih siket jer. boleh eh? dadaaah, da start bbl kons.

tomorrow working yet im still here updating my blog and listen to bby snoring music. BAAAH.

i miss my girlfriends lah krg.
NUR SYAFIQAH BTE ****
NUR HIDAYAH BTE ***** ******
NORAIN BTE ****
NORAINA BTE **** ****
hey, if krg read this, msg aku eh.
good friday is next week. tkkn krg keje? tkkn krg skola? nk kuar????????
msg me asap.
those gf interested, join lah keh?
iika ke fanna ke ecar ke sape2 lah. krg senyap mcm ape plak. hmn.
i rindu korang taw bby!!!!!!

okay, ive relink u ppl which u ppl asked me to.

kla, thats all. nothing much.
ps: aku nk update gmbr tetapi hp bby aku spolit. nexdt time jerla. bnyk gmbr nk show krg.
okay byebye. if you miss me, i surely miss you too.

GOD IS LOVE.
ZHIELALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALA-lah :)

2009-03-29T10:44:00.002+08:00

IM ALIVEEEEEEEEEEE.
gooda morning gundus.
long time no talk.. ahah. busy lah ooi. working everyday 11hours.
btw, milk and chips anyone for breakfast? giler.
i tell you again ah. i've been so busy siaaa. the word regret were wondering ard my head ah. cbtol.

i just came back from Dino crib just nw. tdo saner. HAHA.
btw, yesterday i bumped shasha my bby and her friends, which also my friends. haha.
sial ah, i miss you like what sia. and yaah your news. haha. 10years contract? will be forever and ever. haha. last long girl. kter jmper one day keh? btw, aku gemok tak? =)

broke. no money, no ciggies, my prepaid finish already..
huhuhuhuhuhu! salary!!!? aahyaaaahooorr. nextnext week ah. kontol.

idk wht to update more ahh. i terluper.
kla, thats all.
GOD IS LOVE.
Zhielalaaaaaa.