secrets make you awake♥

Hello. im so in the sad mood.
Just came back from the hospital..
The moment i step inside granny room, my heart melted as i look at her..
She cant move due to the pain.. she close her eyes as she cant see anything recently..
she whisper.. as she cant talk properly..
i whispered at her ears"nenek, zhiela datang.." and then she open her eyes slowly and look at me.. i looked at her and smiled.. and she closed her eyes back and i started to cried again.
she looked super duper weak.. i thought i want to stay till night accompany her till morning..
But im working.. i cant do anything.. Today i took urgent leave still my manager asked me to take someething from the hospital as a proof. fuck you. i nvr asked for anything from the hospital. i will say, go to the hospital and look for yourself. bodo nak mampos. mak kau mati baru kau tawu. geram siak aku.. then its time for me to go home.. i whispered to her personally,*secret* and then i kiss her forehead thrice and say goodbye, i love you..
thanks to bby for accompany me there.

thats all.
nenek be strong.
zhiela&lolly.