Hey loves..
today has been a tiring day for me, due to work. maann, i hate working at that salon. everyday, 11hours, one day off. like cb. i miss my time where i got my free time.. i miss my bby when he got his first book out.. i miss bby when he cuddle with me.. i miss bby bg pampered by me.. hmmn, idk why i've been emotional these few days. felt like there's something wrong around me. but i have no idea what it is..
tomorrow bby is gg to Obar with his friends. i gave you my trust on you and dont you misuse it ok. nothing to do tomorrow without bby. there were a few underage party gg on these few days. i feel like gg, but i didnt go for it because i have second thoughts for bby too. i scare he will think such nonsense like im feeling right now. i wonder if he think of that. hmmn. alaah, whatever itis, he's still gg. im scared. You wont know what and how im feeling right now. Forget bout it.
parents have been showing me their black face. i hate it. Let they be. how long they want to treat me like that its their choice.
Life is just fucking irritating when there's problem wondered ard my mind.
thats all.
it still me, zhiela.
